WATCH THIS VIDEO DEAREST FRIENDS! REALLY VERY MEANINGFUL!
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
dots in life....
life at sch is getting tougher...assignments, due dates, exam marks!
oh my lord! its killing me! have not been attending classes properly, only realised wen i acutally found out that i missed out alot in juz 1 lesson! but, having too many probz, i kinda neglected it n spend more time with my friends....the uniquely bonded frens! being with them makes me forget every damn prob in my life! but ttz only wen im with them!
playing song games, charades n yea....juz being ourselves....no restrictions and having fun!! well now its now time to get back to work! i reeli got to score distinction for my remaining modules! my very close fren yoges seemed very attached to my frens den i am...each time she asks me tt she dnt wan go class n ask to slack...i wuld say no...but i feel bad! am i like controllin her? ttz wat i feel la...suddenly i wana go MIA....juz leave everyone n be with me, myself n i!
life at personal, seems more challenging.....its getting tougher day by day! y cant i juz get wat i wan in life n be happy? i have alrdy suffered so0o0 much! wen thru soo0o much of humiliation, hurts n tears! y more??? haix....is this wat we get for having so0o0o mucha hope in GOD??? or is it juz tt he is testiing our patience??? wateva it is....im happy that i got my navaz back into action!
oh my lord! its killing me! have not been attending classes properly, only realised wen i acutally found out that i missed out alot in juz 1 lesson! but, having too many probz, i kinda neglected it n spend more time with my friends....the uniquely bonded frens! being with them makes me forget every damn prob in my life! but ttz only wen im with them!
playing song games, charades n yea....juz being ourselves....no restrictions and having fun!! well now its now time to get back to work! i reeli got to score distinction for my remaining modules! my very close fren yoges seemed very attached to my frens den i am...each time she asks me tt she dnt wan go class n ask to slack...i wuld say no...but i feel bad! am i like controllin her? ttz wat i feel la...suddenly i wana go MIA....juz leave everyone n be with me, myself n i!
life at personal, seems more challenging.....its getting tougher day by day! y cant i juz get wat i wan in life n be happy? i have alrdy suffered so0o0 much! wen thru soo0o much of humiliation, hurts n tears! y more??? haix....is this wat we get for having so0o0o mucha hope in GOD??? or is it juz tt he is testiing our patience??? wateva it is....im happy that i got my navaz back into action!
Monday, April 20, 2009
reasons for my smile!
starting to blog proper now.....afta a long time!
had been really busy and tied down with so many assignments and yea!
started to play a fool, but im stopping it....i realised tt missing one lecture is like missing out an whole module!!! gosh, missed out alot juz for not goin class for a day! damn!!!
wish to tell sumthin abt my new grp of frens...here is hw we got close....
i met one of long lost fren, Jafir who is stdyin in the same sch as me...i knew him 1st wen i was in sec 3 thru ICS....yea, afta a long time we bump into each other! den he introed me to his fren, nuzmi n nowrin n den meera....n i introed my frens yoges n senthil n menaga to them....n poof! we became so0o0 close like we palaguran each other for many years!!
haha! we are always at the same port, behind our sch! its so coled the smoking area!!! im so gona die fast coz im a passive smoker!!! i take in the smoke tt my frens smoke! haha! kinda fun la! dey are juz too happening! make me laugh till i fall off 4rm whereva i sit! nt only that, but dey also are damn caring n helpful! damn happening lot la! tokin abt vadivel n doin comedys...playing charades and singing competition!
just before yoges bdae, we wen sentosa....gosh! tt was hell damn happening day!!! so0oo mucha fun! neva had tis kinda enjoyment before!!! dey are all super damn loving tt i wish we all culd stay in an house together! we are more like a family!!! no matter how sad i am, the moment i see them, i forget everyting! esp nowrin & yoges, nowrin's one gal tt can brite up ur day with her smile n yoges with her comedy!
so yea....will upload a pic of dese loosus one day! hehe! dnt u ppl dare kannu vaikuran ok!!!
haha!
had been really busy and tied down with so many assignments and yea!
started to play a fool, but im stopping it....i realised tt missing one lecture is like missing out an whole module!!! gosh, missed out alot juz for not goin class for a day! damn!!!
wish to tell sumthin abt my new grp of frens...here is hw we got close....
i met one of long lost fren, Jafir who is stdyin in the same sch as me...i knew him 1st wen i was in sec 3 thru ICS....yea, afta a long time we bump into each other! den he introed me to his fren, nuzmi n nowrin n den meera....n i introed my frens yoges n senthil n menaga to them....n poof! we became so0o0 close like we palaguran each other for many years!!
haha! we are always at the same port, behind our sch! its so coled the smoking area!!! im so gona die fast coz im a passive smoker!!! i take in the smoke tt my frens smoke! haha! kinda fun la! dey are juz too happening! make me laugh till i fall off 4rm whereva i sit! nt only that, but dey also are damn caring n helpful! damn happening lot la! tokin abt vadivel n doin comedys...playing charades and singing competition!
just before yoges bdae, we wen sentosa....gosh! tt was hell damn happening day!!! so0oo mucha fun! neva had tis kinda enjoyment before!!! dey are all super damn loving tt i wish we all culd stay in an house together! we are more like a family!!! no matter how sad i am, the moment i see them, i forget everyting! esp nowrin & yoges, nowrin's one gal tt can brite up ur day with her smile n yoges with her comedy!
so yea....will upload a pic of dese loosus one day! hehe! dnt u ppl dare kannu vaikuran ok!!!
haha!
love tis uniquely bonded frens alot!
yoges
nowrin
mena
meera
jafir
senthil
nuzmi!
Sunday, April 12, 2009
A song that i love...
Of all the things I’ve believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I’ve been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I’m hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I’m starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can’t live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it’s not right
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what’s yours and I want what’s mine
I want you
But I’m not giving in this time
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You’re my shooting starsolve
I'm still loving you alot baby :'(
meaningful...
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room.
One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.His bed was next to the room's only window.
The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.
The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.
Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.
The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.
The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats.
Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fineview of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.
As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man onthe other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene.
One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by.
Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.
Days, weeks and months passed.
One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.
She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.
Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed. It faced a blank wall.
The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.
The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall. She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.
' Epilogue: There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.
Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled. If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.
'Today is a gift, that is why it is called The Present.'
an email tt i received tt reeli touched my heart!
its to all my dearest loved ones!
One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.His bed was next to the room's only window.
The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.
The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.
Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.
The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.
The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats.
Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fineview of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.
As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man onthe other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene.
One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by.
Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.
Days, weeks and months passed.
One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.
She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.
Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed. It faced a blank wall.
The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.
The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall. She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.
' Epilogue: There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.
Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled. If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.
'Today is a gift, that is why it is called The Present.'
an email tt i received tt reeli touched my heart!
its to all my dearest loved ones!
To my ladies whom i cherish alot!
To my lovely girlfriends!
GIRLS IN MY CIRCLE
When I was little, I used to believe in the concept of one best friend,And then I started to become a woman.And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up,God would show you the best in many friends.
One friend is needed when you're going through things with your man.
Another friend is needed when you're going through things with your mom.
Another will sit beside you in the bleachers as you delight in your children and their activities. Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be. One friend will say, 'Let's cry together,
'Another , 'Let's fight together,'
Another , 'Let's walk away together.
'One friend will meet your spiritual need,
Another your shoe fetish,
Another your love for movies,
Another will be with you in your season of confusion,
Another will be your clarifier,
Another the wind beneath your wings.
But whatever their assignment in your life,
On whatever the occasion,
On whatever the day,
Or wherever you need them to meet you with their gym shoes on and hair pulled back,
Or to hold you back from making a complete fool of yourself ..
Those are your best friends.
It may all be wrapped up in one woman, But for many, it's wrapped up in several..
One from 7th grade,One from high school, Several from the college years, a couple from old jobs,
On some days your mother,
On some days your neighbour,
On others, your sisters,
And on some days, your daughters.
So whether they've been your friend for 20 minutes or 20 years, AND ONLY IF YOU'D LIKE TO,
Pass this on to the women that God has placed in your lifeTo make a difference.Thanks for being in my circle.
GIRLS IN MY CIRCLE
When I was little, I used to believe in the concept of one best friend,And then I started to become a woman.And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up,God would show you the best in many friends.
One friend is needed when you're going through things with your man.
Another friend is needed when you're going through things with your mom.
Another will sit beside you in the bleachers as you delight in your children and their activities. Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be. One friend will say, 'Let's cry together,
'Another , 'Let's fight together,'
Another , 'Let's walk away together.
'One friend will meet your spiritual need,
Another your shoe fetish,
Another your love for movies,
Another will be with you in your season of confusion,
Another will be your clarifier,
Another the wind beneath your wings.
But whatever their assignment in your life,
On whatever the occasion,
On whatever the day,
Or wherever you need them to meet you with their gym shoes on and hair pulled back,
Or to hold you back from making a complete fool of yourself ..
Those are your best friends.
It may all be wrapped up in one woman, But for many, it's wrapped up in several..
One from 7th grade,One from high school, Several from the college years, a couple from old jobs,
On some days your mother,
On some days your neighbour,
On others, your sisters,
And on some days, your daughters.
So whether they've been your friend for 20 minutes or 20 years, AND ONLY IF YOU'D LIKE TO,
Pass this on to the women that God has placed in your lifeTo make a difference.Thanks for being in my circle.
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